Friday, March 25, 2005

"Honestly Kamma, have you been smoking mariuana?"




All my bags are packed, I'm ready to go, I'm standing here outside your door. I hate to wake you up to say goodbye. But the dawn is breaking, it's early morn', the taxi's waiting, he's blowing his horn. Already I'm so lonesome I could die. So kiss me and smile for me, tell me that you'll wait for me, hold me like you'll never let me go, 'cause I'm leaving on a jetplane, don't know when I'll be back again, oh babe I hate to go...


Einu sinni sagdi mamma min mer ad hun skyldi einungis keyra thegar eg thyrfti far upp i Smaralind. Nu se eg ad hun keyrdi i fermingaveislu. Eg er mjog sar og mer finnst eg vera tynd. Eg veit ekki hvar eg er .. i lifinu.
Thannig ad eg fer. Fer hedan. A morgun aetla eg ad fara til Peking med lest, thad mun taka marga marga marga klukkutima og vera rosalega skemmtilegt. Eg hlakka til (veitid thvi serstaka athygli ad eg man enn einhverjar islenskureglur). Thar mun eg hitta fraenku mina. Eg kalladi hana Vala thegar eg taladi vid hana i simann en nu minnir mig endilega ad hun heiti Thorgerdur. Thetta eru natturulega svo lik nofn ad thad er alveg skiljanlegt ad eg rugli theim saman. Eg er ad velta fyrir mer hve donalegt thad vaeri ad spyrja hana hvad hun heitir. Tho hun se fraenka min tha hef eg einungis hitt hana einu sinni adur. Thad var a Islandi, um jolin 2003. Naest hittumst vid i Kina. Kannski eg avarpi hana avallt sem "Fraenka"!?! Thetta mun allavega reddast, hun er frabaer - eg hringdi i hana og hun var thvilikt hress og mundi eftir mer. Fannst mjog edlilegt og skemmtilegt ad eg vaeri ad fara til Peking a morgun og langadi ad hitta hana i naestu viku. Eg man eftir thvi thegar eg hitti hana i fyrsta skipti, eg var svolitid hraedd vid hana. (Nu tapast ahrif frasagnarinnar adeins thvi eg lysi folki yfir hofud mjog fallega en hun er fullkomin.)Svakalega gafud, falleg, skemmtileg, opin, fyndin, frabaer... svona "too good to be true". Held thad verdi mjog skemmtilegt ad hitta hana og tala islensku "face to face" i fyrsta skipti sidan eg yfirgaf Island Farsaelda Fron. Thad verdur lika gaman i lestinni a leidinni, allir 25 skiptinemarnir saman i lest i hvad, 28 klukkutima? Verdum med rum, sidan verdur natturulega svakalegt ad vera i Peking en mer list ekkert a hotelid. Tveggja stjornu hotel. Vinur minn var svo skemmtilegur ad segja ad thad aetti ad draga tvaer stjornur fra hotelum i Kina til ad jafnast a vid evropska standarda. Tveggja stjornu hotel.
A sunnudaginn var for eg a tonleika. Their voru magnadir. Mikid svakalega voru their frabaerir. REM stodu algjorlega undir nafni, thetta hefdi getad verid draumur. Frabaer hljomgaedi og eg sa gaurinn allan timann, flottasta ljosashow sem eg get imyndad mer og bara... wow! Thad er buid ad vera mikid ad gera herna i Hong Kong og eg er anaegd. Fekk dagbokina mina aftur (eftir svona 3 vikur) og listamadurinn er aedislegur, eg elska hann, hann gerdi dagbokina mina "Hong Kong-lega" og flotta. Thid faid ad sja thetta listaverk thegar eg kem heim (eftir 97 daga)!


It's not time to make a change, just relax, take it easy. You're still young, that's your fault. There's so much you have to know. Find a girl, settle down, if you want you can marry. Look at me, I am old but I'm happy. I was once like you are now and I know that it's not easy to be calm when you found something going on. Take your time, think a lot, think of everything you've got for you will still be here tomorrow but your dreams may not. How can I try to explain, when I do he turns away again. It's always been the same, same old story. From the moment I could talk I was ordered to listen, now there's a way and I know I have to go away, I know I have to go.....

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